CoLourFul Life { Bitter Became S W E E T }

Black and white
red and blue

what else the color would u want?
There's millions of the colors in this universe ~~ u can never count them since not even one can ever count it.
Each in every Life of urs, them, and all...there a colour behind those.
Each the colour we have are the meaning of our life :)
there resemble what we do.
Lol...like a myth or something as been told.
But never to believe of what u read in the papers. Not all are resemble as us..its just guesses.
we just predict on it.

thee heee....we may say thats out fav ones...but sometimes they resemble us exactly as we think lol.
Our life never been dull. it was colourful and how dull and how bitter it is
it will became sweet in time nor days nor decade...we just have to wait and sees as the colour changes :)
Nothing will became dull in eternal life... we have to colour it beautiful way and make it sweet hee heee

I've seen many colour changing now its your and our chance to make it most colourful ever...as man kind are developing more.

make the world and our life a meaningful ones...and the world into most colourful ways...and it will repay us sweets.

A Girl Stories { T.Y.P.I.C.A.L} Epic~~

Probably think a nice story?
Nope
Its a journey of becoming the girl she wants to be
...there's no happy ending...
she faces alot of shitz in her life...bitter but there's a sweet taste somewhere in those bitter.
She always sees things in other way
always think other way,
But she always thinks of her friend more than her self that include her family aswell.
She cried and she stares blanky over the sky thinking....
"Will I ever Be The person ?"
Every day she wonders on her own thinking deeply... She sees her friend are all well doing and happy and of course she is aswell
But when she giver her full efforts..they just throw her away
and she stares those rain ....thinking "Useless thinking of those "
She also lives the Virtual Life.
But as the shits happen to her
she began to rampage inside it...by seeing those who make her into those
She know she love her buddies in that,
She has a virtual family n etc...but in the end after she helped alot she been thrown away like any doll would be,
She was down...really down. Until she take a decision to break for a few days nor more...and she learn alot. and now she knows...she dont need those virtual life..she need her real life. And because for those virtual life she able to meet wonderful people in it. and she glad those shits happen that make things see whether who are friend and who are foe.

And later on...her story began to happen much more interesting and lightful.

Drey Laforme...Who is she to me? { Grell Lover Smex}

Well let see, Who is she?

I even wonder whether she's a human or Not. LOL!!!
my bad my bad....
Well she's one of important person In my life.
altough we talks like shitz and dirty or even looks like we're even fighting.

But get this! We're Not!!! its just how we shows our caring towards each other :D
I known here In virtual chat "IMVU" my first meeting with were abit awkward since they were talking about sex. hahaha..and i was dressin Noob by that time. SO i get to know here really quick. She loves to boot those noob. And she teach me some and few tips in dressin up. she even give me quiet alot of gift. Lol. wwell thats not why i love her. I always been care for her like a sis. altought sometimes there's been misunderstanding.

We been good ways we been bad ways. She's a "cute" Kind of bitch. altough i seen alot the ugly her. XD
But i love her sense of fashion and stuff and how she dress up her avi Nor the male one....gawd -drool-
But hey thats not why we became this close. i think there's magic happen before. But we dont realize that. but as always we seems like a lesbo at times. But! thats how love can be.

I love her and we love each other. She's important to me <3 <3 always will. She's became one of my important ones ^o^

I love you dude! Grell <3 <3

Your Just P E R F E C T ~~ {Be Strong}

Am I fat? Am I ugly? Am I stupid? Am I hated? Am I a failure? Am I loser? Questions. Questions we ask ourselves, questions others make us think about. The kind you ask yourself as you stare in your bathroom mirror, wondering if what they say is true; wondering if what you're thinking about yourself right now is the truth. You'll try and push your stomach in, you'll try and hide your spots, hide the wrinkles that you think you see. You will do all this and pretend; pretend to be different, pretend that this person you're imagining is who you should be; is a person better than who you are right now.

Before you know it, you're looking at those around you, wishing you were them. As you walk the halls of your school, as you walk down the nearby street. You'll convince yourself that they have everything and that you have nothing; you want their smile, their body, their hair, their face, because to you, they are better, they are something you could never be, they're beautiful and you're nothing. You'll try and be them, whoever they are, maybe you'll see them in a movie, maybe a magazine, across the road. You don't know them, you don't know what they are going through, but you convince yourself that they have everything and you have nothing.

You'll change your body, change your smile, change your clothes, change your friends, knowing that you will soon be who you're supposed to be, knowing and believing, that this is the right thing to do; and one day, you'll proudly walk to that same bathroom mirror and look back at what you've become, who you are sure you're meant to be. A stranger stares back at you; the child that dreamt of reaching the stars has faded, the one who laughed with friends until your lungs ached just for the hell of it; they've gone. The person who held their loved ones close when things got tough, knowing they were not alone has all but vanished; and the shine in the eyes of someone who had so much to believe in and so much to give is nowhere to be found.

The desire to change is great and sometimes, it's almost impossible to resist. You'll change your style, try and change how you feel, to please others and sometimes, we can't help ourselves. But with everything, there is always a line that you must draw. Sometimes, the scariest thing in the world, is to love yourself; to believe enough in who you are to stand tall and proud and tell the world, 'hey, this is who I am, warts and all'. You fear rejection, you fear being mocked, you fear being alone and you are so sure that someone else, someone other than you could handle it better; when you know what the truth is?

Everyone hurts. Everyone wishes to be something else once in a while, everyone loses their way and everyone has the courage and the strength to find themselves again. So sing until your throat aches, dance until your legs start to give way and live your life as nothing but who you always were. Pain, suffering, hurt, they always come and that will never change, but if you can believe in who you are, if you can trust yourself to never stray from your dreams, then there will always be a light at the seemingly endless tunnel.

So if you ever feel lost or lose faith in yourself, remember these words.


If you are true.

If you are strong.

If you always believe.


You are beautiful.

A mother Day {Special For My mum} and its goes for all the mother out there.

Happy Mother day for my mother

Its a special day and its does
she's really fierce...and scary
and sometimes can be funny at times and we dont know what their thinking.
But thats hows they show their love to us. no matter how naughty we are and how grumpy we are.

We complains and do w/e we do to them
they stand for us still just for us.
they can be our best friend.

But nothing-less they are our mother that born us. care us and been with us always.
They know us more than our own bestie
they know what we hate
and they know what we love.

Its our mother dammit. Lol.
Just say we love them no matter what ^o^V

I love my mother and thats is. HAPPY MOTHER DAY FROM UR OWN DAUGHTER!!!! <3 <3

and to all the mothers in the world.
 

As human beings.: A tale of my friend named Aniss (for her bday) （＾ｖ...

As human beings.: A tale of my friend named Aniss (for her bday) （＾ｖ...: "Ola Bday Girl! we not getting young but we getting fun now. let me sing this for ya Happy birthday To You Happy birthday To You Happy bi..."

A tale of my friend named Aniss (for her bday) （＾ｖ＾）V

Ola Bday Girl!

we not getting young but we getting fun now. let me sing this for ya

Happy birthday To You

Happy birthday To You

Happy birthday....

To You 

Sweet 21...nvm still young Duh!

We have become close since high school. Too many things happen. But we still close that means we do meant to be girlfriends right? hahaha...alot of things wanting to say n etc but hey we care each other...excepts that your cold. And evil. hahaha...

About her that i love most that she's capable in handling things on her own. Certain things only she asks a help. But she more like "independent" Kind of way. She a mentor in our group...that knows bout fashion n etc which we can asks her for a help in dressin urself. another that i like is when meeting her always we speak English...its important. She hates certain things but her reaction make me laugh always. she can be good listener and she can evil. either way people loves her. Those haters? blah..they are jealous thats all....mind that.

But she more to direct way of saying things. she do cover some but she's a ice queen. Who can blame that right? 

If u cant take her words..ur not worth a shot on her. If u can i must say ur special aswell. 

So aniss may we stay like this always yea? Girlfriend Alwys hun