Free....Its F R O M {My Self saying}

It seems,
That no matter how hard I try,
I can never break out,
Of this life
And it's so hard,
To look you in the eye,
As I stand there and deny,
Telling you things that,
We both know are lies

(I...am so afraid...)

All I want is to stand,
On my own if I can,
To be free,
To be me,
To live in,
To make my own reality
Do you understand what I mean?

I just want to be free...

In dreams,
I see the face of a child,
One whose eyes are lit,
With a smile
And it's so hard,
For me to believe,
That the child I remember,
From a long ago September,
That child used to be me...!

All I want is to stand,
On my own if I can,
To be free,
To be me,
To live in,
To make my own reality
Do you understand what I mean?

I just want to be free...

I just want...
To be loved
I just want...
To feel like I'm good enough
All I want is some laughter,
To chase away my tears,
All I want is an embrace,
To chase away all my fears...!

And all I want is to stand!
On my own if I can!
To be free!
To to be me!
To live and to make,
My own reality...!
All I want is to love!
To one day just be good enough!
I always think of these things,
Do you understand...
Just what I mean?

I just want to be free...

(Free...of who I used to be...)
(Free to be me...)